Quiet:
Write songs while the pain is still fresh/not sad about being sad my depression a beautiful mess.
Songs for the broken hearted/wasnt old enough for the relationship love had me carded.
Filter out the negative find my balance with my Brita Love/she saves my days I cant handle with a simple hug.
Trying to stay happy on a wise path/not quite good at solving my problems cus I was never good at math.
A seat for 2 but my date never showed/got served a plate of warm rejection from a heart that was cold, from a heart that was cold.
Hook:
Last time I told myself this was gonna be the last time, but here we are again.
Last time I told myself this was gonna be the last time, but here we are again
Last time I told myself this was gonna be the last time, but here we are again.
Last time I told myself this was gonna be the last time, but here we are again.
Strings in your back like a puppet/I cant control my own so I hold tight to yours and tug tug tug it/after everything shes done running low on funds my love is on a budget.
Cut myself wipe my blood on a surface now I have a friend/and when the memories end the good times are a cut away my blood is all I have to spend.
And for the most part/I rap with the anger from the bitches who broke my heart/they had everything to gain while I was left empty like a poor mans shopping cart.
Hell and back with a halo of fire/file your complaints to Jaer im locked up with myself definition of a lifer.
Hook:
Last time I told myself this was gonna be the last time, but here we are again.
Last time I told myself this was gonna be the last time, but here we are again
Last time I told myself this was gonna be the last time, but here we are again.
Last time I told myself this was gonna be the last time, but here we are again.
With every step I take road blocks build behind me so I cant go back/lonely or not I could reminisce about the times and always spare a laugh.
With every step I take road blocks build behind me so I cant go back/lonely or not im strong enough to reminisce and always spare a laugh.
Hook:
Last time I told myself this was gonna be the last time, but here we are again.
Last time I told myself this was gonna be the last time, but here we are again
Last time I told myself this was gonna be the last time, but here we are again
Last time I told myself this was gonna be the last time, now im at my end.